I got 4.0 for my last semester's result.
My first time getting a 4.0 since high school.
(Heck, did I even once got a 4.0 in high school anyway?)
But why am I not happy and jumping?
Instead, I feel guilty.
Hate it. Urgh.
today I turn 35
4 years ago
4 comments:
can totally understand why u feel guilty...coz u feel like u learned nothing from the postgrad classes isn't it...
or worse...u cheated in the exam...harharhar jk
of course because i feel like i learned nothing. takde exam nak cheat pon..sume writing..hahaha. owh, n rase bersalah coz research tak gerak pape pon, but still dapat 'memuaskan'. huhu
Anyway, 4.0 means nothing when we didn't work for it. I guess a little effort/struggle is essential to feel satisfied.
yeah, u r right. well, one of the reason why i cont my study here is to see how the postgrad school system works in here. But unfortunately, the more i know about this system, the more i wish i can change and improve it. 4.0 is totally meaningless if what we learned is so basic and not up to the standard of postgrad contents.
Well at least if i want to be a lecturer one day, I know how i can contribute to my students...
izahsam. you are so patient. unlike me..i can't stand the system anymore. huhu
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