Sunday, December 13, 2009

Semester result

I got 4.0 for my last semester's result.

My first time getting a 4.0 since high school.

(Heck, did I even once got a 4.0 in high school anyway?)

But why am I not happy and jumping?

Instead, I feel guilty.

Hate it. Urgh.


izahsam said...

can totally understand why u feel guilty...coz u feel like u learned nothing from the postgrad classes isn't it...
or worse...u cheated in the exam...harharhar jk

Fiza Pushie said...

of course because i feel like i learned nothing. takde exam nak cheat pon..sume writing..hahaha. owh, n rase bersalah coz research tak gerak pape pon, but still dapat 'memuaskan'. huhu

Anyway, 4.0 means nothing when we didn't work for it. I guess a little effort/struggle is essential to feel satisfied.

izahsam said...

yeah, u r right. well, one of the reason why i cont my study here is to see how the postgrad school system works in here. But unfortunately, the more i know about this system, the more i wish i can change and improve it. 4.0 is totally meaningless if what we learned is so basic and not up to the standard of postgrad contents.

Well at least if i want to be a lecturer one day, I know how i can contribute to my students...

Fiza Pushie said...

izahsam. you are so patient. unlike me..i can't stand the system anymore. huhu

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