Tuesday, September 29, 2009

everyday is a holiday?? whee~! :D

I have just read Tun Mahathir's latest blog on religious/racial festivals in Malaysia.

Quoting:

" 6. Maybe we should have continuous festivals throughout the year. Then we would come together the whole year long to celebrate and get to know each other. Maybe then we would be able to create a bangsa Malaysia."
(Tun Mahathir, 2009)

I totally second that. Who wouldn't? Everyday is a holiday babeh! Wheee~~~! :D

Monday, September 28, 2009

Wake me up when september ends

This video makes me cry everytime I see it.

Losing him is one of my biggest fear..even bigger than losing my job. (Hahaha pekerja hampeh sungguh)





LYRICS:

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my fathers come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends

Friday, September 25, 2009

Raya!

Wow, I haven't been updating this blog for a while now. So, this entry will be an Eid-greetings-plus-some-updates entry. So...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!

Anyway, like always, I didn't really look forward to Raya due to some personal issues. Usually I will welcome Ramadhan like everyone else..trying to get the best of it. But believing that I should not do something just because everyone else is doing it, I ended up not going to terawih again this year. Hahah! (I will try to go next year however, InsyaAllah) I wanted to go last year, but I knew if I did go, I would have done it because everyone else was doing it, so I did not. This year I had that feeling of sincerity, but I was not that ready yet. Plus, I did not have the time and opportunity to go actually, because I fell sick for almost 10 days..and it's not your average sickness.

I remember falling sick suddenly on Monday, Sept 7, 2009. About a couple of hours after iftar, I could feel my body temperature started increasing, my joints hurt and I noticed a few red dots on my skin. I went to see a doctor an hour later, checked my body temperature and it was 38.1 degree celcius. My blood test turned out normal, and the doctor gave me an MC for a day (after I asked for it..bleks). I ended up taking a 2-day leave because the fever increased the next day and I did not have the energy to go to work on Wednesday. On Thursday, although the red dots slowly went away, the joint pain was still there and the fever kept coming and going. Plus, lots of ulcers started to appear on my tongue, so my boyfriend brought me to the clinic he was working at. Again, my blood was checked and it turned out to be normal. The doctor gave me a 2-day MC for Thursday and Friday.

When I thought I was ready to go back to work on Monday, suddenly my face and hands turned red on Saturday. The red dots that I thought had gone away, came back, and this time it went from my face down to my feet. At the same time, the joint pain was still there, and I suffered a light fever. The ulcers on my tongue slowly went away after I dedicatedly gargled salt water everyday. Thinking the redness was measles, I did not go to see a doctor, and tried a home remedy by drinking a lot of young coconut juice. I went to see a doctor the next day however, trying to get an MC for Monday and Tuesday. But! to my surprise, *drum rolls* the doctor said it was not measles :O I was shocked. The two doctors who looked at my condition did not know what it was since my blood test turned out to be normal. They asked me to come back the next day for a blood test, again. I was put under an antibiotic treatment.

The next day (Monday), I came back to have my blood tested. It turned out to be okay (again). By then, the fever had completely gone away, although my joints were still hurting. The doctor said I did not have to worry about it, and he asked me to come back after two days if the fever reappeared. I asked for an MC from him since I did not go to work that day. He gave me a 1-day MC. (kedekut) O well, I did not go to work the next day since I wanted to be well-rested by the time I came back to work. Plus, I was still red, literally.

After a couple of days, the redness had completely gone away, although it left marks/scars on my skin. Although it was subtle, I could see freckle-like spots on my skin, especially on my nose and thighs. I instantly looked darker. Mas said I looked more tanned. The worst part is, I could not wear my foundation anymore.. However, thank God it has become very subtle and better now, although the scar is still there.

Anyway, due to that and having to take antibiotics, I had to skip fasting for 11 days :/ plus 10 days due to period...a total of 21 days! :O

That makes a total of only 8 days of fasting this year :/

But! I lost 3 kg..approximately. My weighing scale marked my weight at 51kg, making me at my lightest weight ever after 9 years. I lost 2 inches off my buttocks, and 1inch off my waist. Although I'm happy of my weight loss, I can't deny that I'm feeling a little bit worried because this is not normal for me. Based on experience, my body will only lose weight after exercising. Even dieting does not affect my body weight, normally. O well, I think I'll just wait and see. If my body keeps on losing weight, I'll get my body checked. Till then, I'll just enjoy this moment while it lasts. Heh.

Hmm..what else? I thought I had a lot to write before I started writing this entry..

Hah! On a totally different topic, I just realized that I currently have 9 kittens and 7 cats.. a total of 16 kitties! No wonder the cat food finishes up so fast..

And...I sewed my first dress last Wednesday! I wanted to do another design, but I miscalculated the length, so I changed it here and there to make it wearable. I ended up with a different design...more feminine and complicated. Hahah! I'm planning to perfecting my skills, and turning it into a business. Side income. Heheh.

Hmm..that's it I think. I cannot think of anything else to write anymore. Plus, I need to go to sleep. It's 3:37am and I should really be sleeping since I don't want to be insomniac again.

Till my next entry, take care everyone!

p/s: I got RM50 for duit raya this year. Korang dapat ke? :P

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Perverts

I found an interesting yet *euw* blog entry by an unknown blogger. It all started when Mas gave me a link to a sad story about the blogger's cat's death.

Anyway, being me, I like to click on archives on any blog that looks interesting to me. Then I found a catchy title (haha!), and I clicked on it. and..

OMG.

It was about the writer having to deal with a pervert taxi driver when she was 16. So the story was, she got into a taxi and told the taxi driver to send her home. Ended up, the driver did not stop at the location; instead, he kept on driving, while asking her all the perverted stuffs. He intended to bring her home, but she was clever enough to convince the driver to send her back, and she promised him that she would wait for him the next day at the same spot. She even got RM20 from the driver. Hahaha. Owh, did I mention that he flashed his 'thing' at her? Maybe not flashed, but more to showed..and worst, he almost made her 'suck' that thing (I don't want to type that word because I think it's too much for my innocent blog haha). Euw euw euw.

You can read about it here.

Then I made Mas read it. After that, while Mas and I were throwing up about it, she told me about a friend who were in a taxi with her boyfriend. The taxi dropped her first, before dropping her boyfriend. Right after dropping her, the taxi driver (who appeared religious physically) asked the boyfriend if she was the type of girls who are easy to be brought to bed with. WTF. Euw euw euw.

And another friend has this kind of experience as well. When she was getting into her car, suddenly a random guy got into the passanger's seat and flashed his 'thing'. Euw. But she was smart enough to chased the guy away. Fuuhh~

Hearing these stories makes me thankful that I have never been in such situation. Maybe the worst I've experienced was when we were in Hawaii. We (5 girls) were walking around the city at night--around 9-10pm--when I witnessed the incident. There were two guys--one buffed, one skinny--and a petite girl in front of us, talking. The guys were like trying to get something from the girl, but the girl refused. The girl was wearing a spagetti top, a denim jacket and a pair of pants. Suddenly the big guy pulled down the girl's top, revealing one of her breasts. I was speechless. After that incident, I could not see even the slightiest cleavage..it would make me feel like throwing up. Euw.

Aahhh~ why can't these people not be pervert in public?

Euw.

p/s: Btw, the girl's breast looked too perfect, it's fake. Haha (sempat lagi tu).

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Bakal

Peristiwa 1:
Ketika sedang sibuk di dapur membuat caramel, emak pula sedang sibuk membuat roti jala. Kedua-duanya dibuat untuk tempahan dan jualan.
Mak: Ooo..camtu buat kuih ni~ (sambil melihat aku dan adik membuat creme caramel)
Aku: A'ah~
Mak: Nanti Ajoy boleh jualkan roti jala tak?
Aku: Boleh je..cakap je la kat diye
Mak: "Roti jala ni bakal mak mertua yg buat~" (konon-konon mengajuk gaya Ajoy mempromosikan roti jala)
Aku: Hahaha~

Peristiwa 2:
Ketika sedang sibuk menyediakan juadah berbuka puasa.
Aku: Weh Hazirah, Abg Ajoy tanye nak pasang pelita tak kat rumah
Adik: NAK!!
Aku: Haa boleh la nanti pasang
Adik: Yeay yeay sukanye dengan bakal abang ipar aku ni. Kak Shila (kakak ipar) pon best gak. Dua-dua cam bersemangat!
Aku: Itulah..bagus la sbb family kite ni tak semangat raya langsung~

*Mesti ade org yg sedang tersenyum-senyum sampai ke telinga bila bace post ni hehehe*

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Malaysia's 52th Merdeka

It's 0032hr August 31, 2009.

It's been 52 years since Tunku Abdul Rahman shouted "Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!" Since then, our country has been trying our best to be on the same level as other developed countries. We are yet to be recognized as one, but I think we are not that bad, although we are still developing. We are better than some countries that gained their independence earlier than us, don't you think?

Anyway, despite the celebration of our independence, it's sad to see that the difference between races is still apparent in our country. We are like speaking different languages although we are Malaysians. I partly blame this on the social order (? I believe there's another better suited word, but I cannot think of any right now) that the British set up when they brought the Chinese and Indian into Malaya, but I mainly blame this on our education system.

Yep, our education system. The education system that segregates us since our tender age of seven. The education system that basically teaches us about racism. The education system that doesn't unite us as one at all.

I read an article on this in the newspaper this morning, written by Dr. Mohd Ridhuan Tee Abdullah. He is a Muslim Chinese, who sends his kids to SRJK(C), the head of PIBG of a SMK, and a lecturer at an IPT, so he has a wide view on this issue.

I got this article here, but I think I'll just copy and paste it here for easy reading.

Do read the article and think, dimanakah jati diri kita sebagai anak Malaysia?

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke-52.

Merdekakan pendidikan perkauman

Pendidikan adalah merupakan salah satu elemen penting dalam pembentukan sebuah negara bangsa. Bentuk pendidikan yang lahir akan menentukan sama ada agenda nasional dapat dicapai atau tidak. Jika sistem pendidikan berbentuk perkauman, maka perkaumanlah penyudahnya.

Setakat ini, hanya Malaysia adalah satu-satunya negara di dunia ini yang mempunyai pendidikan pelbagai mengikut kaum atau vernakular. Inilah yang selalu dicanangkan oleh golongan tertentu sebagai salah satu kekuatan Malaysia. Ya, dari satu sudut ia memang satu kekuatan. Tetapi dari sudut yang lain, kita lihat bila ada ura-ura kerajaan untuk menyeragamkan sistem pendidikan berasaskan konsep 1Malaysia, tanpa menafikan hak-hak kaum lain mendapat pendidikan ibunda mereka, serta-merta golongan ini akan membuat laporan polis dan menuduh kerajaan yang bukan-bukan.

Saya amat menyanjungi sikap bumiputera Sabah dan Sarawak selaku pribumi, kerana mereka tidak menuntut sekolah berasaskan kaum. Jika tidak, saya tidak tahu ke manakah hala tuju pendidikan negara?

Ini tolak ansur yang mesti dihargai. Orang Melayu dan bumiputera tidak ada sekolah mereka sendiri. Yang ada ialah sekolah kebangsaan untuk semua. Sistem inilah yang dipraktikkan di seantero dunia. Jika adapun sistem pendidikan perkauman, ia telah lama dihapuskan. Semua bentuk pendidikan diseragamkan demi mencapai matlamat nasional. Contohnya, Thailand, Indonesia dan negara-negara maju yang lain.

Kita perlu berfikir jauh ke hadapan walaupun pahit untuk diterima. Setelah 52 tahun merdeka, sistem pendidikan kita masih belum merdeka dan terbelenggu. Setiap kaum masih leka dalam kepompong sistem pendidikan masing-masing. Orang Melayu masih percaya kepada sistem pendidikan kebangsaan untuk semua, tetapi tetap dengan sistem perkauman, India dengan cara India dan Cina dengan cara Cina. Kehidupan kita sebenarnya semakin jauh dan terasing.

Sebagai permulaan, biarlah saya mulakan dengan kajian yang telah saya lakukan terhadap sistem pendidikan Cina khususnya, selaku majoriti kedua terbesar. Secara umumnya, orang Cina terbahagi kepada dua kumpulan. Satu kumpulan dikenali sebagai Hua Ch'iao (orang Cina seberang laut) yang masih berwarga negara China. Satu lagi ialah Ma Hua, menganggap diri mereka sebagai Malayan Chinese, kebanyakan lahir di Tanah Melayu menganggap Tanah Melayu adalah negara mereka.

Wang Gungwu (1970), membahagikan orang Cina Malaysia kepada tiga kumpulan iaitu A, B dan C. Kumpulan A boleh dikategorikan dalam kumpulan minoriti berbanding dengan kumpulan lain. Mereka masih mengekalkan hubungan dengan politik di China, sama ada secara langsung atau tidak, serta masih mengambil berat akan masa depan negara China. Kumpulan ini tidak sedominan kumpulan B dan C.

Kumpulan B pula terdiri dari kalangan yang keras kepala. Majoriti bersikap realistik dan yang secara tidak langsung mengambil berat soal politik perniagaan dan pertubuhan komuniti. Kebanyakan mereka amat aktif dalam pertubuhan-pertubuhan bukan kerajaan (NGO).

Pengaruh mereka amat mendalam dalam komuniti masyarakat Cina, malahan kerap memberikan tekanan kepada kerajaan. Inilah kumpulan ultra kiasu yang selalu saya sebut. Kumpulan ini berada dalam pertubuhan pendidikan (NGO), politik dan persuratkhabaran.

Kumpulan C pula, mereka menunjukkan minat yang mendalam serta aktif dalam politik negara. Wang Gungwu yang meletakkan mereka dalam kategori orang yang tidak pasti tentang identiti mereka sendiri tetapi secara umumnya mempunyai ketaatan kepada negara.

Pendapat Gungwu turut dikongsi oleh Rita Sim dan F.K. Soong, daripada Institute of Strategic Analysis and Policy Research (INSAP). Menurut mereka, terdapat dua jenis kumpulan Cina daripada keseluruhan berjumlah 6.5 juta.

Kumpulan pertama, mewakili 85-90 peratus orang Cina, berlatar belakangkan perkauman Cina, berpegang kepada tiga rukun, menyertai pertubuhan-pertubuhan Cina, bersekolah Cina dan membaca/mendengar/menonton media Cina. Manakala, selebihnya mewakili kumpulan kedua 10-15 peratus, adalah English- speaking group atau kumpulan yang mendapat pendidikan Inggeris, yang tidak mendapat pendidikan Cina. Kebanyakan mereka ada yang beragama Kristian, Cina Peranakan dan menyertai kelab Lions dan Rotary.

Pengkategorian ini sudah cukup untuk membuktikan kajian Yew Yeok Kim (1973, 1982) dan Leo Suryadinata (1989) mengenai sikap mereka yang mendapat pendidikan Cina dan bukan aliran Cina. Pelajar Cina yang mendapat pendidikan Inggeris (termasuk pendidikan kebangsaan) kurang identiti kecinaannya, lebih mudah bergaul dengan kaum lain dan memudahkan proses integrasi nasional. Manakala, mereka yang mendapat pendidikan sekolah Cina adalah bersikap sebaliknya.

Semua bukti ini jelas menunjukkan kedudukan dan polarisasi masyarakat di negara kita akibat sistem pendidikan yang wujud sekian lama. Sistem ini yang telah mewarnai kehidupan kita hari ini. Akibatnya, lahirlah golongan yang meletakkan kepentingan kaum di hadapan berbanding kepentingan nasional. Bahasa kaum sendiri lebih didaulatkan berbanding bahasa kebangsaan.

Kita ambil contoh kedudukan bahasa Melayu di sekolah jenis kebangsaan. Bahasa Melayu hanya diajar tiga kali seminggu berbanding dengan bahasa Cina yang diajar setiap hari. Ini tidak termasuk matapelajaran lain seperti Matematik, Sains, Kemahiran Hidup, Pendidikan Moral, Sivik dan Kajian Tempatan yang turut diajar dalam bahasa yang sama. Saya ingin mencadangkan Kementerian Pelajaran menambahkan waktu pembelajaran matapelajaran bahasa Melayu, sekurang-kurang sama waktunya dengan mata pelajaran bahasa Cina. Jika tidak, kedudukan bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa kebangsaan tidak ada ertinya.

Saya berkongsi pandangan ini kerana saya mempunyai pengalaman yang agak luas berinteraksi dengan sekolah Cina. Boleh dikatakan kesemua anak saya mendapat pendidikan rendah di sekolah Cina. Secara kebetulan, saya juga adalah Yang Dipertua, Persatuan Ibubapa dan guru (PIBG), di salah sebuah sekolah menengah yang majoriti pelajar-pelajar Cina yang datang dari sekolah rendah Cina (SJKC). Keadaan ini menjadikan saya lebih faham mengenai masalah bangsa saya sendiri, terutama dalam soal penguasaan bahasa Melayu dan pendidikan ibunda.

Melalui pengalaman dan pemerhatian, secara umumnya, tahap penguasaan bahasa Melayu di kalangan pelajar-pelajar Cina adalah rendah. Dengan sebab itu, kelas peralihan terpaksa diwujudkan apabila mereka melanjutkan pelajaran ke peringkat menengah. Bagi mereka yang berada di kelas bukan peralihan pun, itu bukan bermakna penguasaan bahasa Melayunya baik. Bahasa Melayu lebih sekadar hafalan untuk menghadapi peperiksaan berbanding bagi tujuan interaksi dan pemahaman sebagai bahasa kebangsaan. Inilah dilema sistem pendidikan kebangsaan hari ini.

Kadangkala saya amat hairan kenapa setiap kali kerajaan cuba untuk menyeragamkan sistem pendidikan tanpa menafikan hak setiap kaum terhadap pendidikan mereka, mendapat tentangan yang begitu hebat. Mereka mempunyai prasangka bahawa ia adalah agenda kerajaan untuk menghapuskan sekolah Cina secara terancang. Inilah bentuk pemikiran yang telah bertapak setelah 52 tahun kita merdeka.

Kini, kedudukan pendidikan Cina tidak pernah tergugat, malah semakin kuat, termasuk kedudukan kewangannya. Di SJKC tempat anak saya belajar, penyata kewangan berakhir setiap tahun melebihi RM1 juta. Ini menunjukkan bahawa sokongan yang ditunjukkan oleh orang Cina terhadap pendidikan mereka semakin padu dan jitu. Manakala pendidikan kebangsaan semakin tergugat dan terhakis. Walaupun pelbagai usaha cuba dilakukan oleh kerajaan untuk mengadakan sistem satu sekolah dengan tidak mengenepikan hak kaum lain untuk mempelajari bahasa ibunda, namun ia tetap ditolak.

Pada hemat saya, jika inilah bentuk pendidikan yang lahir, kita masih belum merdeka dalam erti kata yang sebenar. Pemikiran kita masih dibelenggu dengan pemikiran perkauman. Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan ke-52.

Dr. Mohd Ridhuan Tee Abdullah ialah Pensyarah Kanan, Universiti

Pertahanan Nasional Malaysia

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Kartika's caning

I would say Kartika's issue is one of the country's current hottest issues, and it has caught the attention of a lot of international media as well. Some say it is unreasonable for someone to be caned for drinking, while others support the court's decision. Personally, I think we should just keep quite about this thing as we should respect the court's decision. In addition to that, Kartina wants it anyway. Although we may question the motive behind her making a press conference and all on this, o well, just cane her already.

Here I want to share a blog entry about the punishment for drinking for the muslim. It's a long entry, but read it anyway; it's worth the time.

p/s: Really, Islam is simple, yet it is broad. So broad that I think I only know about 1% of it, although I am a muslim myself. Shame.